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Name: Brian
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State: Texas
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Birthday: 10/11/1983
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Monday, March 05, 2007

Taken for Granted

            I find it funny how often we take things for granted until we are stripped of them or by chance we find ourselves revisiting the novelty of them.  This weekend I took a journey down to the beach.  I used to go at least once a week…even in winter.  Something about the atmosphere near dusk there I find draws me into the presence of the Lord.  One of the first times I went there in the evening, the Lord provided a magnificent sign of His beauty.  I walked up and down the beach near the park where I left my green little car.  As usual, I watched the sun set behind the arch of the bridge stretching across the Intracoastal Waterway.  For whatever reason, I elected to wait there a little past twilight.  Out over the ocean, something peculiar caught my eye.  At first I had no clue what I was looking at.  The sky was crystal clear.  Over the horizon I saw a small sliver of some bright object getting closer.  Perhaps it was an enormous tanker of some sort I thought.  Soon I realized, it was no tanker of all.  I happened to stumble upon the perfect night to watch the full moon rise over the horizon.  It was one of the most magnificent vistas I have ever laid my eyes on.  Since then I have gone back several times when I know a full moon will rise…and never has it been like it was that first time.  It only happens a few times a year that it is dark enough outside when the full moon rises to create such a view not too mention finding the perfect weather.

          So this weekend I set out hoping for a beautiful show as a red eclipsed moon rose over the horizon.  Yet that didn’t happen for me.  I saw beauty however in the sunset…a scene I hadn’t paid much attention to previously.  Funny how I was seeking one thing and God gifted me with another.  Yet even more peculiar is that if I was not seeking that one thing…I never would have received the other.  It is in moments and seasons that I am resting in the Lord that I am able to see the beauty He has surrounded me with and soak it up.  He captivates me time and time again with the declaration of the world He declared into being.  For it is through the very WORD of GOD that this universe came into being.  Even after years of the curse, that WORD still resonates in my heart.  I can hardly imagine the splendor that must have enchanted Adam and Eve in the Garden.  What a glorious day it will be when the curse is lifted and a new heaven and a new earth are brought forth by the coming of the Word of God…Christ Jesus.

 

You are Loved,

<>< Brian


Saturday, March 03, 2007

Rest

 

          I took time to rest today.  It’s been a while since I’ve decided to take the time to actually rest.  Time isn’t the problem; there’s been plenty of time for me to rest, but I’ve not.  As a matter of fact, I’d say that I probably have not rested since the beginning of this school year.  You might be asking, “How is that possible?”  Well, I’m not talking about doing nothing, sleeping, or napping.  I’m talking about rest.  Let me explain. 

          In January, I took on leadership of the Sabbath Rest Team at my church (a position for which I truly am not qualified, but by God’s grace I am learning).  Now, God has been reminding me since I’ve been leading how important rest is in my life.

          In high school and college, I learned to develop the practice of rest.  By rest, I mean restoration, renewal, a time away.  Once I began student teaching, I let this practice fade away.  Now, the Lord is bringing it to the forefront again.

          Today, I went to Sonic grabbed a grilled chicken wrap and a large peach teach and slipped away to one of my two places in the area were I can get away from nearly everything.  I brought a couple of books I’ve wanted to read.  I sat outside and read for about two hours or so.  Then I took time to respond to one of the things I read and thanked God for the work He’s provided me and the fruits of that work.  After that, I went for a brief walk and chatted with God.  Nothing complicated.  That’s the kind of thing I find extremely restorative.  Once I left, I was at peace.  The world looked different, I saw beauty I hadn’t noticed on my way there.  Now, that peace comes from the blessings of God’s rest.  Once, I leave that rest the peace will soon fade and my eye’s will once again dim to the beauty of God’s Creation.  It is essential for us to develop the practice of rest within our lives so that we might live out of that peace.  

          While in college and high school, I took time nearly every week if not more than once a week to do this.  Sometimes it didn’t involve reading at all.  Sometimes I’d just walk and talk with God.  More recently, it has involved biking.  I found taking a bike ride very restorative.  Your way of resting may not be anywhere near mine, or it may be identical.  The important issue is that you are resting.  In all honesty, I attribute much of the peace and success I had in college to learning to rest and the fruits of that effort.  Now, that I think of it I believe that the healing of my acid reflux was a direct result of practicing a lifestyle of rest while in college.  Interestingly enough that acid reflux has begun to resurface now that I have not been resting.   Several times, while in college I’d go to a park in the area right before finals and sit there and study for hours.  Even though I was studying, my soul was still be restored because I was able to get away and spend my “off times” talking with God or taking in the beauty of His Creation.  Other times, I’d take off on a 3-4 hour walk.  I’d leave before noon on Saturday morning.  Stop at a park for an hour or so.  Sometimes I’d even stop by a museum on campus.  Then, I’d walk back to the dorm.  Now, I sometimes I’d talk with God on these walks and other times I’d just walk.  Either way, God provided rest.

          It is my desire to continue that practice of rest knowing full well that it must change and morph as the circumstances of my life changes.  How does one rest with a wife? or with children?  How do you rest as a family?  What is restoring and bringing peace?  It takes some effort to discover these things but it is well worth it.

          What have you done that brings you this rest? (Replies welcome)

 

In Christ,

<>< Brian


Thursday, November 30, 2006

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    This sign demonstrates how I feel tonight.  I am still headed somewhere on this journey...though I am unsure of where.  I have come across a huge SLOW DOWN.  Why?  Because if I don't I risk hurting others.  I must slow down and watch the path I am on so that I don't plow through others.  All too often I can be sarcastic towards others rather than caring.  I must learn to see with my heart.  I must examine this pathway with the eyes of my heart.  I pray that those eyes would see through the lens of God's sight.  That I may see with God's heart and respond with the attitude of Christ.  That I might proceed with caution.  For this is no longer my life this is Christ's life living through me as I am a living sacrifice for Him.  I must start living that way now...

You are Loved,
<>< Brian


Wednesday, November 15, 2006

This Way...That Way...Which Way????

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It feels so ominous.  NO PARKING OR STANDING.  I feel as though this is the sign that faces me now.  I have reached my destination or so I thought until I found this sign facing me.  My journey is not over.  It has only begun.  Yet I am content to PARK and STAND.  The future frightens me.  I seem to have lost touch with the way I am to travel.  The love and passion I once had are ebbing.  Yet there is a love and passion for where I am now.  Still, I must press onward though I do not even know what road to start down...I MUST START.  Lord give me guidance.

You are Loved,
<>< Brian


Sunday, November 05, 2006

No sign tonight

Well I could  not find a sign to go with this post, maybe next time. 

Anyways, I felt compelled to say that I feel stagnant right now.  Nothing bad is happening.  Nothing really good is happening either.  There's a lot of nicer words I could have used besides stagnant like "at peace" or content. But stagnant seems to be more appropriate.  In all honesty it is as if I have reached the goal I have for my life and now I would be fine to simply stay here.  But I am not.  There's more around the corner.  Eventually I will be going to church in Clear Lake, that will really help out.  Somewhere down the road I'll get married...that will change things too.  Not sure when either of those will happen.  Could be a year could be 10.  Only God knows.  I think I need a change to get me out of the HO HUM of everyday life....



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